[28] Him we preach, warning every man and teaching every man in all wisdom, that we may present every man perfect in Christ Jesus. [29] To this end I also labor, striving according to His working which works in me mightily.
The prideful side of me doesn't look for reasons to discuss my past addictions. It reveals my weaknesses. It proves that I am not capable of goodness all by myself. It may cause others to look at me differently.
So, why do I still do it?
That answer is simple.
Apart from God, I am NOT good. I am completely incapable of saving myself. I am weak and prone to sin. I am fully reliant on Jesus because I know me... BUT I KNOW HIM. I can speak boldly about Christ because I am proof of what He can do.